I am going to assume since you are not leaving a message that it is not important. And maybe you think I am dodging you thinking you are a bill collector or telemarketer. It really is the two times you have called I didn't hear the phone. My silly blackberry just isn't that loud. In fact once it was in my pocket so either my phone is stinking barely a whisper (true dat!) or the kids were yelling and carrying on (probably both dag nabbit!) so I didn't hear it. I promise it is totally not on purpose.
THe issue is I might assume it is nothing BUT I am paranoid it is something. IN fact it is nearly driving me crazy. See it isn't your fault that I was raised on guilt and paranoia. The guns in the house were always loaded even if they weren’t (actually this is from any fire safety class and very smart to do so I am not knocking it but it is little things like that add to the bigger paranoia issue), we will get sued if you are driving in the car and get in an accident, make sure you always lock the doors people are crazy, etc. I could go on and on. It is a constant struggle for me to step outside my house and not see danger around. It is amazing my kids are not in a bubble! But I do worry about them way too much when they are not with me. I force myself to allow their father to take them to events as he might bring them back broken somehow. It is such a silly thing but other than taking meds is very hard to break. I hope I am not the only one out there! That would be comforting. (sigh) Or like last night I was laying away in bed thinking man what if I have to get a real job and they google me and see my blog and where I saw I hate people and I don’t get hired. I mean people, I hear, do look up myspace and facebook to see if viable employees. But then I am like at the same time I put that I am overly nice and how I am just human. And who isn’t… right… right??? (sigh again) I hate to be bullied even by myself so I am sticking to it. And besides all those followers I dream of… probably won’t happen.
Anyway I digress… in conclusion please be kind to me and leave a frickin message next time as I am in a tizzy and not sure if I saw your none number I would answer. At this part I am terrified it is bad news that I just don’t want to deal with! Remember the rule is no news is good news!!
Thank you for understanding... Sincerely ... me
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